I had my last treatment for chemo delayed to next week, and it has helped as this week has been better and I think I should ok for my next treatment on Wednesday (17/02).
I need a biopsy on the hives on my back as the doctor was concerned that they itch a lot and are irregular shaped. I see this as a precaution and will see what the results bring up.
Collage girl?
Well I started to look up courses on the internet, with a focus on Southend collage, there are other collages in Basildon and Thurrock, but I want to stay local if possible.
I really would like to study a beauty/make-up course and saw two that caught my eye.
One is a short term evening course which is about enhancing your own features and gives a qualification that would help me to build a portfolio.
The other course is a yearlong course that covers:
· This is for those who wish to either start training within the beauty therapy field or who already hold qualifications in this area and which to develop skill within make-up consultancy.
· You will study cleansing, skin analysis, lash and brow treatments, make-up application and professional ethics.
· Students are required to carry out treatments and have treatments performed on them.
· Assessment is through practical work on paying clients, completion of portfolio work and examinations.
But I have to consider a few things about this course, the starting dates or either September or March.
In September this year I don’t know where I will be in my life situation, hopefully been offered retirement from work on the grounds of ill health!
Also I am hoping I am well enough for my gender reassignment surgery, I am at the GIC in September and can get an outline.
With this course I need to do it without recovering from surgery, so March could come into play.
But with my sister working in the trade I can get a list of books to read.
The collage does have an open day on 25th February and I will go along to that and talk to the tutors.
It feels like a good opportunity coming up.
As for an assignment project I was thinking of the many faces of Goth, from traditional Goth in the 80s to Emo and Industry and reflect the 60s influence in the makeup and a little link to new romantics. How does this sound?
This is really giving me something to look forward to.
Piercings’
Yes I am finally going to get my Labret (lower lip) done then a Monroe piercing, possibly in the summer my lip done.
In the past I could not have this done due to the council dress code policy and its anti facial peircing stance, well now I can have them done J
So what for the future
Well if I had a magic wand or if you’re a Virgo like me and plan, plan and plan this is what I would like.
Retirement from work on the grounds of ill health.
Take my beauty/Make-up course, as well as self development this could give me a chance to work part time as a consultant.
This would give me time to do some voluntary counselling and complete my 100 hours for a BACP certificate. Also it gives me a chance to give something back in life and this gives a nice karmic balance.
Fit in a trip to Australia to visit my uncle and cousins and sometime in 2012 visit Egypt.
Wow is that really my wardrobe
I was ruthless and had a really good clear out of my wardrobe and gave the clothes to the local cancer research shop.
It was funny I tried on one of my old size 12 dresses and it hung on me!
My new clothes are now hung up and more to come!
Brighton here we come
I wanted to go to Brighton in April/May as I love the shopping in the lanes and very good to eat out.
I was going to go on my own and for the evening either catches a show or go dancing at the lesbian bar.
My sister said she would come, so this would be a nice chance for us to have a weekend together and we will get a double room at a bed and breakfast and split the bill.
My chemo is due to finish in March and I wanted to start getting about again and Brighton is a good place to go and also I love looking around the Royal pavilion.
Well that this blog finished
Blessed be and love and peace.
9 comments:
Makeup and beauty sounds like a marvellous idea. Loads of possibilities for working as and when you want. Think how many in this community could benefit from an enthusiastic understanding artist showing them the way without embarrassment, people get special makeup for groups at events like weddings, the possibilities are endless.
A short course would ease you into the way of college working and give you a good foundation. oops that could be seen as a joke!
It si all a mystery to me and with only one good focusing eye not easy to start doing on myself and none of my girl friends are into more than a quick touch occasionally!
Make he best of the open day.
Hug, Caroline xxx
I would love to have been a makeup artist. When I got out of the Army back in 1970, I wanted to go to beauty school, but was too afraid of what my family might think, so I became an electrician instead. It was one of the biggest mistakes of my life. I traded an enjoyable fulfilling career in a trans friendly environment, for a miserable one in a homo and trans phobic environment. I'm sure life would have been much different and far better for me, had I been able to overcome my fear, and follow my bliss.
I'm sure you would make a wonderful makeup artist, Lucy. Go for it, girl!
Melissa XX
thank you Caroline and the idea of having a make up stand at trans events did occur to me to give help to transwomen.
Melissa like you in 1979 I was to scared to tell my family I did not identify as male and also I wanted to do beauty and makeup, it was a total different era, as you know.
so this gives me a chance to do that.
thank you both for your kind comments
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Hi Lucy, A beauty and make up course sounds great.
I would be scared to have a piercing though. Does it hurt?
I do hope to have my ears pierced this year though.
I havent been to Brighton in years, but it is a great place to go out.
I may try to get there this year.
I think us brit girls on blogger ought to organise a night out somewhere.
It would be great to meet you all.
xx
hi Lisa
Peircings dont hurt at all, any pain is short and quick!
A meet up sounds a good idea, I imagine it is finding a middle part of the country for everyone, so that travelling for everyone is fair
There are lots of options, we could go to somewhere like pink punters in Milton Keynes, or Birmingham or Manchester?
I would be happy to go where anyone wanted to. I bet we can find a reasonably priced hotel wherever we want to go to.
Maybe we should see how others feel?
x
Lisa
That sounds good to me, Milton K is so easy to get to by any form of transport and may suit people.
I love Manchester as the village is fab, I am happy to go wherever people feel happist
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