Wednesday, 20 January 2010

quick blog

From what may look like a negative point of view

I don’t blog for a few weeks and now like buses two come along.

I been thinking again and yes I will continue to fight this cancer in me and stay positive, but sometimes I feel so tired in my spirit.

I have always believed in a quality of life and at the moment it is a struggle for me.

Strange as it may sound but being tired all the time can be so flipping tiring! It is not just a tired body, but also mind and spirit.

As a pagan I have different view of death and what happens after we pass on, and part of me thinks let it is my time to pass on and get some peace.

I am not perfect, hey no one is, and consider myself a honest person but look at my blog here and someone had a go at me (could even do it under their own name!) silly little things like this can crush me at the moment.

When you have so little energy, little knocks just chip away at you.

Well enough for now, got to cuddle smudge and sleep.

2 comments:

alan said...

I am always amazed and awed by your honesty each time you find your way here...

Know you are in my thoughts each day!

alan

Lucy said...

thank you Alan
I always try to be honest here, apart from my personal book of shadows, this is my other place to do this.

And comments from other people are always helpful