Monday, 20 July 2009

if anyones interested

I am hanging in there, third week in hospital starts tomorrow.
But things (touch wood) seem to be finally settling down, and I been told that all things like water works, bowels, tempter etc are moving fine.
I will be here to next week, but I am hoping that by Sunday I will be in a position for release.
Am on sips of water, and on a NG feed, still no solid foods, they are aiming to this.
Signs are that my stomach is working, so a very good sign.

You know my support team has been ONE, my sister, am I disappointed no more people could make a effort - yes!

I will rethink a lot of so called friendships after this, I got chemo to follow and a battle, I want to share my time with genuine people not shallow wankers.

Still here fighting.

17 comments:

alan said...

Glad to find words from you here again! Very grateful to your sister...

alan

Caroline said...
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Caroline said...

OOOps can't speeel.

Sorry to hear that your support team failed to show, that must be hard to take. At least your batteries have held out and you are back with us. Hang in there luv you have probably done the hardest part now, just set short term goals and you will get there.

Thoughts are with you.

Caroline x

Anonymous said...

Dear Lucy,
I heard a bit about your story on the PE site! My thoughts and prayers are with you at this difficult time in your life. Please know that you are never alone! There is a higher source that is always with you-reach out to this and find comfort and peace!

Hugs,
Michelle

Caroline said...

Caroline:
Hi. I just sent this out, but if she doesn't get it, please forward this her way. I'm praying for Lucy.
Hugs,
Janine

Lucy:
I heard about your situation through Caroline on Pink Essence as well. My brother and his wife discovered who their real friend were when my niece got leukemia. It hurts deeply when you think you have friends and they abandon you when you really need one. I will be your friend, though I am miles away. I'm so sorry for all the grief you are going through and want to offer you my support and prayers for a quick return to complete health. I'm rooting for you sister. When you're up to it, you can email me at janineelyse@hotmail.com.

Hugs,
Janine Elyse

P.S. I tried to post this to your blog, but couldn't because of the required 'connection.'

ShoesOnLegs said...

Hi Lucy, Got the message from your friend Carloine on Pink Essence. You are in my thoughts and prayers. God Bless and Hugs from an Irish sister, Jill

Jo said...

Hey babes...Caroline mentioned you on her blog...and I'm rooting for you. Sad for you that those you were relying on didn't turn up for you. Shame on them.

But mainly...sending you Huge Hugs and Get Better Vibes. If you're trans you're made of strong, resilient stuff...hang in there! Jo x

Lauren5158 said...

Hi Lucy,
On the Pink Essence website, Caroline let us know of your challenges. Know that all of the love and caring that we can generate is being sent to you by way of prayer and meditation! Feel it, receive it, and know that the Supreme Being is guiding every step of your life!

Hugs from all,

Lauren

Anonymous said...

Hi Lucy,

I also heard about you from Caroline on the PinkEsssence site. I just wanted to let you know that I am thinking of you and sending a prayer for your health. Get well!
Love,
LisaM

Anonymous said...

Lucy,

Like some of the others I heard about you on PE.

My prayers are with you as I know this is going to be a difficult time for you.

Hugs

Jenny

Anji said...

Caroline sent me too. I'm sorry I can only offer support from a distance. Hope they let you out soon.

Hugs

Caroline said...

Could you be a sweetheart and forward the following to her?

Hi Lucy!

Caroline told us about you on her bog today, so I'm just dropping you a line to say, I'm thinking about you. Hang in there sweetie! If you get the urge to talk, you can email me at melissaalisonp@gmail.com

Love,
Melissa XXX

Anonymous said...

Keep up the fight Lucy!

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